Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Yea , I know . . .
Everyone have their own untold sad pasts . . .
That includes me . . .
Although you always see me smiling charmingly here and there , but there's a truth behind it .
And the truth is , I will always ponder upon my gloomy past , with a heavy heart before sleep . . . . . . and it's really really unbearable . . . .
I cried every night before i sleep . . . There's no need for a mirror to know that i cried till i have blood shot eyes . . .
Tonight, I shall share my deepest , darkess secrets of my past , my life. . .
Secrets you never know existed , never know they always dwells within me . . .
Now , If you are willing my friend , I sincerely hope you can read what I have been through
So , I can finally share my sorrows with you and lift my burdens a just little . . . . and I will be glad .
Go on .
I shall start with my unforgettable home land ,
The Sahara Desert .
Aahh . . . this picture brings back memories . . . . bitter ones . . .
Through my life in Sahara , I was treated worst than camel shit .
At least nobody can treat them badly .
The white people there were racist . damn !
They thought i was a barbarian so they treated me like a camel . . .
And now , here's a picture of my boss ,
Sir Ribena Purple Mustard. (He's Gay)
He used to rape guys in jail .

I was forced to work for him as a coal digger and they call that position - Dig , which sounds wrong .
But I have lots of friends too !!!
And I love them ONE HELL LOT !!!
I can't imagine my life there without them man . . .
Life would totally suck .
Let me introduce them to you .
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Erm
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Actually , I forgot all their names . . . haha
But I've got a good reason for that ok .
The reason is straight forward ,
They all died

Some got contaminated with AIDS , Old Senile , Heat stroke , Swine flu , Bird flu , SARS , Poisoned by rattle snake , Tuberculosis , Breast cancer .
But one of them got contaminated with all I mentioned . . . . sad piece of charcoal . . . . May you rest in piece . . . . ( Tears of sadness)
But of course , I have happy times too ,
See my smiley face .

I'm the one behind the middle guy !
Can't you see ??
Isn't my smile so wide that you can't measure it ?
And a picture of my two best friend below
We Always play hide and seek in the morning and they always get caught by me .
Unfortunately , they died too .

Their names are Tom(on the right) and Dick ( on the left) .
Their brother , Harry Died because he tripped and fall . . . . Sigh * . . . . Pathetically Weak .
Yea . . . That's about all . . . . . I'm feeling way better if you really read them .
Thanks , You are truly my super friend !!
I don't think i can survive this night without you . . . .
Thank you again . . . . smile . . . . . muacks <3
-GuoLun
8:01 AM