I think my life is getting shorter and shorter . . .
my youth is going to fade away before my eyes. . .
and i could only see it go by helplessly . . .
eh wait not yet.
i havent even go through a full puberty how can i be old?
wait till i grow more pimples 1st then say .
hehehehehe hahahahaha hohohohoho
lets see . . .
mmmm
i think i come into a conclusion . . .
the more you want it , the more you wont get it. the more you dont want it , the more you will get it.
lets just say i want to be normal and grow pimples. and i dun wan my dimples to be so cute and not so tall and not so hot and not so charming and not so seducing
but what do i get in the end?
I get ALL . which is totally unfair to those people who dun wan pimples and grew so many pimples
and those who wan cute dimples like me to have no dimples
and those people who wan to be tall to be short
and hot charming seducing . . .
this is so unfair.
Wat i really yearned for this few years is to grow FATTER abit.
but wat?
i cant
thanks to the doctors. who anyhow say i got a disease which makes me look handsome and cant grow fat but grow tall
wooo
cool disease right.
anyway it's not a disease , it's a syndrome.
And i tried to grow pimples. but i cant . . .
they just live on my face for less than 3days then they disaapear . . .
let me tell u guys a secret.
i only grew 4 pimples in my life . .. . what a failure i am . .. .
and i eat mac during O's everyday . . .
it's like 1mth and i upsized every meal which cost about $10 . . .
and i . .. didnt grow fat . . . i was so sad . .. .
instead of growing fat , i grew hotter . . .
and now i shall tell you guys my most embarrassing secret . . ..
i never use . .. . facial wash before . .. . and i dun know what it's like and i dun know any facial wash brand !
omgosh . ..
i got no face anymore . . ..
and . . . why must my height be exactly 1.90 . . ..
and those stupid doctors said my max height is 185 . . .
they sux
Health promotion board sux
they gave me false hope !!!!
i thought of suiciding . . .
but nvm .. .
i shall put my hotness to a new level . . .
alright . . .
cool .
and btw
any guys or girls get charmed by me , i'm very sorry .
i didnt meant to . . .
i shall say sory on behalf of those rtard doctors . . . . who gave me false hope . . .
