Like , I was so much more Better and Greater last time .
Have I slacked off too much or did I forget to do something Important ...
I've been thinking but I cant think of the Correct thing that would put my Mind to Rest .
Like wow .
I don't really know what does my useful mean to me .
All I know is I feel like Shit .
Like having menstruration .
Maybe I'm thinking too much .
I should just let all the matters in my head rest
and I realised my English is getting suckier by the day .
Whenever I want to see if I Have Acheived something Great or not , I would Look back into my past and compare to my present state , and then see If i am better in the past.
For last year , My answer was Absolutely no , I didn't want to go back to the past
Now , My answer is Probably ?
I don't know why my Answer has changed .
But It seems like after leaving secondary school , All people I know are getting into trouble ?
Trouble like not used to certain new things or the new environment force them to give up on something important . . .
It's a very sad thing , If you Use your Heart to feel it .
And please .
I know there are many people who thinks that I really think I am a Hunk .
But no really .
You guys must be those busy bodies who comes into my blog and get entertained .
Yeah , I created this blog at the start to entertain Me and my Friends .
It's been more than a Year that I've been Blogging about me Being a Hunk .
This Blog mean quite alot to me , because I get Ideas from my Friends , the Weather , Environment , Situations , looking at people and most of it comes from me Imagining Weird Stuff .
In short , It is my own Unique Journal and Of course , Only I can understand .
I can't explain it to you but , when I'm bored sometimes , I would read my old posts and Remember the old days .
Hahahaha .
Most posts has Meanings behind it to Me but not to anyone in this world .
Well , I do also know people sudddenly dislike me due to my blog .
I'm not gonna be typical and say who cares , It's my Life and I'm gonna Live it on my own rule .
Although I alwasy blog about all people in the worlds loves me ,
I don't really want all people to love me .
I wan some to hate me .
I hope I get to meet the people that hate me for reasons I admire .
No one has done that .
I'm not crapping .
Hate me for Something that I am wishing for a change in my life
I will think of you highly .
super .
I am typing this half awake and I dunno what kind of thing might come out .
But i think when i read this sometime in teh future , it would bring alot fo memories back .
Becasue I'm thinking of lots of stuff now manzzzzzzzzzzzzz
So sian ....
not bored.
SIAN .
I wonder what kind of word can describe how I feel now .
um . . . .
Upset , Dissapointed , Puny , Useless , No Aspirations , Sad .
But All in All , I'm Glad I have myself .
I think that I'm Great sometimes .
So , I shall be Great !!!
I will try to be Great more often , I promise to myself .
I think I need to sleep and I'm typing alot .. . . alot of nonsense .
