I went to my class blog and realised that exactly half of my class did not go into a poly or JC . which is lol
hmm.
Let me share with you guys how's like to be a retainee.
Well , at the start I got this feeling where everyone looked down on me. As time goes by , it slowly disappears but there's still this feeling of people looking down on me.
I don't mind being looked down at , cus I've been looking down on people for years due to my height . lol
When I get good grades , 1st thing that i thought of was that everyone would think that it's natural for a retainee to get this grades.
I think it's only somewhat true .
AND the most important point is that this year is really like DEJA VU . except for some amnesia part like people around you are now gone and new people come which I dont really feel right and of course , very sad .
It's fcking boring. And i cant take it anymore. Pls gimme something else to do !!!
BUT i shall persevere Cus i have to get better than 32 points ! which i think i can .
You wont know how success taste like until after you fail like you never fail before
