it was terrible . i was hit by a fever. it's been long since i was sick so maybe that's why i felt so terrible.
my spine was so chilly as if it's been replaced by icicles. they froze the surrounding muscles and i felt the heaty ache upon the slightest movement.
there was an invisible dumbbell in my lungs which made my breathing so heavy . I was lying on my bed all along. my ribs were breaking , my skull was feeding on me. i slept from midday till morning.
the long sleep was instead a long battle. I didnt have any medicine . and my parents didnt even cared and thought i was alright i shivered through the long hours.
it's as if my bones have grown such sensitive nerves that breaks easily. the pain was unbearable. i couldn't sleep.
so the only think i thought of in the semi unconscious mode was to stare about my celling. i didn't move or rather , i couldn't move. i counted each breath as i planned on the next.
the only thing i could move around was my eyes and my fingers . i could move my arm but the was still this irritation around. I didn't switch on my fan . there wasn't any wind. that's good.
but when i found out , it's rather too late . there wasn't any ventilation. i was near suffocation. the air was so heavy as carbon dioxide build up near my upper torso.
The carbon turned me to my dreamland. when i was awake , it was already sunrise. my family was asleep. but i was still in that gingerbread position
The body was stiff already. i forced it to move. i beared the pain though it got better . i blanked around and went back to sleep again.
Then, the fck up part came. my father woke me up and ask me to go open his bloody shop I didn't care and told him i was really sick. thank god he believed or i would be screwed
soon by afternoon , i was well already although i was still lying down on my bed i suddenly miss my bed and only got up at 3 .
