OK , Continue on my journey of my job . . .
.... i think i can write a novel already . This is never ending . . . .
How to say . . . .
I think god answered my prayers half way . .. maybe too busy ?
I asked for a day off but you know what i get?
I get half day of . . . . .
Sad sia . . . ALthough it's half day but feels like the same . . .
I see all the staff there also no life one .
Come work work work when time to eat go eat then times up , go home then next day repeat . . .
I want to invent a cloning machine !!!!
So i can clone 7 of myself and each work everyday !!!
OH wait . . cant ! LAter got 6 more super hot guys in the world then the percentage of hotness to not hotness will largely be affected cus theres currently only one hot guy in teh world . . . .
hmmm . whatever . i just want a life .
No matter what i do , i still feel bored . . . I think i am sick in the mind . The job so slack , I can go walk around for 4hrs and not get caught . . . .
I walk and walk until like can familiarise with the whole shopping mall . . . .
And i am starting to fear now . . . . I am afraid that because i never talk for long and feel anything for long , i will lose them !!!!
it's like yalun say he dont like me anymore . . . .
Oh ya ! got this guy i recently saw , super cute !!!! Now i like him more than yalun
Let you see his pic .
SUper ultra cute right ?????
The best thing is his name is same as mine !!!! , - Ikuta Toma
Not all the same but some letters are . . like O , U and . . ok . .2 only . . .
Alright back to my journey . .
I think i can compose a song about bored . . . mmmm
I think i want to write a poem on bored . -
I wish i were the wings of the bird , to cut through the clouds that the bird brings .
I wish i were the pendulum , Only to repeat it's oscillation and never complaining .
I wish i were the rays of the sun , to be able to seep anywhere possible .
I feel like i am history itself , always repeating .
I feel like i am a robot , Being tuned to repeat.
I feel like i am the rabbit racing with the tortoise , only to lose in the end .
If only someone creates something that i can do when i am bored .
If only there's something i can think of when i am bored .
If only homo can talk . . .
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mmmm
come to the word 'IF'
I feel that 'if' is really a negative word . . . .
let me show ,
Words that seem to mean alot but after thinking , it actually meant nothing and is really spoiling your mind .
Be confident in any thing you do (In the first place , Can you and second , is the person saying this always confident? )
If impossible is possible ( Then i can fly without aid ).
If you believe it will come true , it will ( You are not god ).
If you think positively , everything will turn out fine ( If you can think positively , that positive thing you are thinking about is currently your negative side . Stay positive not think)
No Pain , No gain ( Only stupid people believe in this because they thought through suffering they can gain something they want but the fact is , there's 101 ways to get a thing but the real problem is , can you think of 101 solutions ?One brain is not enough you know.)
If you wake up everyday and say ' I am the best ' , You would be the best ( no you are not going to be the best just like that , Does this action make sense or are you lying to yourself ?).
If you think you are happy , you are happy ( if you are you are , you are not then too bad , Remember it's hard to fake a body language.)
Failure is part of success ( i hate this the most cus it really drives you in circle without you even knowing)
All these . To me really meant nothing .
These are facts that you are really lack of confidence in any angle of your life .
Why did you not trust yourself in the first place ?
To me this are like drugs , once taken , you would feel the great results .
Get addicted , then on any occasion when you feel down you would use them .
As you go higher in life , more things that make you less confident comes in and you choose that path?
I believe ,Temptations soon disappear when you look at them with a critical eye . You will read all the signs wrongly when you get tempted to want something from someone. And that's what many people do wrong because they dont know !!!
Have you realise you find the people you like compared to people you hate doing the same thing for you and you appreciate the one you like more ? This is not your fault . It's your mind playing tricks .hehehe . You hate him or just an assumption only .Cannot hate him becasue everyone hate him .Dont need to like him cus everyone like him .
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I think i am corrupting the minds of people who come into my blog . . . .
Corrupting a mind means become bad mind . . .
WHich means , if bad people come i corrupt their mind they become good? or even worst?
mmmm tell me if you turned better or worst . hehehe
Ah please dont mind cus i really got nothing to do . so i cant do any more but this.
Btw , i watch the hana kimi japan , I think something they said is quite true ,
- It's hard to gain anything by yourself , but by doing it for someone , you can surpass anything .
But for my case , i think the someone is myself . . . Cus i cant really think of anything to do except stare and waste my time.
It's so what sia . . . MEga irritating . Cant i do anything but blank out ?
I go out and slack until i tired of slacking . . .
I walk around until i can run a marathon . .
I stand until i can take the place of a statue . . .
I scared i forgot to breathe then i die . . .
Cus staring leads me to no where . . .
It makes me like think of the past and stay in the past.
I thought of my pri school life then sec school life . . .
THen i realise i was so nerd . . .
then aiya . . .
You get it , I can tell me whole past . . . .
Just a waste of time working , get paid for slacking eh?
ANybody wants to slack????
My boss is looking for people .
1hr $5 if you want to enjoy slacking like ME then tell me . . .
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I dun care alr la , i wan to buy psp . . . . NOT from my father .
So , anybody know where to buy cheap psp please tell me . . . .
I think psp can make me slack more relaxingly . . . .
